When I am emo, I write blog kao kao...

Recently I was on Twitter...
Sometime you get to tweet alot...but it just like you are talking to yourself...
People don't give a damn on what you tweet...
Haha...but it is good for me also...
Because people don't simply comment on how you think...
Today...I don't know is a good day or not...
but I think I leave a bad impression to my friends...
Chee Kang is a guy who emo kao kao after he lost the match...
haha...I was really angry to myself...
It was not supposed to be the way I play badminton..
Lack of training...Lack of determination...That's all I can say...
12.12.12
Well, it's a good day to set a goal for myself...
I want to be university single player...
I actually prefer playing single...
There is no one to blame but yourself..
I promise myself...
I don't want to play noob style of badminton...
I need to get myself fit..
To be fit enough to play in single...
It's a goal...to achieve...

Tired..

Maybe I am not good enough...

That's why I need a team to back me up...

Okay...I have to expect criticisms...

I can't always expect for praise and compliments...

After all, I didn't do a very great job...

When I was small, I hoped that I would become one of the most influential persons in the world..

I am now not mentally and physically prepared yet..

I am wondering..

What type of life I want?

A luxurious one?I have to work super duper hard...

A contented one? 

A simple one?

Maybe I am thinking too far...

Daydream

When I am bored, I will think of writing something..
This weekend is definitely boring..
I spent the two days in my apartment..
Playing FIFA13~Finishing my homework~
Looking for suitable universities~
Great~finally the weekend is going to end..
People are going to call me crazy..
Who want their weekend to pass quickly?
It's quite true that weekend I can have a break..
But, no one will talk to me when weekend comes..
The person that I will only talk to is the hawker
"Nasi Putih, bang...Ini berape?"
Great...then how about get myself out from UNITEN?
okay~spend little money to fill in my time with happiness..
quite worth...
but~there is nothing that I can do~
Watch movie?Hang out with friends?Eat?
Seriously, friends are always busy with their own things..
They have exam, assessments, girl friend, boy friend...
Great~or the problem is that I am not good in socializing?
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People tell me, don't be so desperate of girls...
I don't know~am I desperate or wat?
Seriously, I am not desperate...
I just APPRECIATE the beauty of girls...
XD~I think I have changed..
I want a perfect girl..This is what now I always say...
Perfect?How to define it?
My friend asks me, Which type of girls can be counted as "Perfect"?
Well, I just give them some crappy answer...
Fair skin, long hair, nice looking face,no spec, nice body shape...
Everything I mention, the girl seems like only can be found in the dream...
Ya..Dream girl..haha...
I kind of like ridiculous...right?
The perfect that I really means is that she has to be just nice to fit in my life..
just like the jigsaw puzzle...
Then people will tell me...Everyone has flaws...
Haiz...Great..everyone is telling me negative things..
It's okay..Self Fulling prophecy...This is what my lecturer told me...
I think there must be a girl out there...
Nice face, fair skin, long hair, nice body shape, nice personality..
Who is meant for me...I believe...
(Daydreaming....)

I am here again~

They usually say you have to grab tight the hand of the girl who is willing to be stupid with you..

She will not say she is stupid when she treat you well..but you will say she is stupid...

So, you should treat her well.

When you don't treat her well, then she will realize she is stupid...

Okay~A stupid blogger is writing a stupid blog.~haha

Everything has to come to an end..including the holidays.
It's birthday's eve actually.
I'm not going to sleep early today..
Feels sad actually.
I am leaving my home again after one month holiday.
Home reminds me about the responsibility of being a son and a brother.
My family members are always the best for me.
I always think that I do not spend enough time to be with them.
At home, I don't have to wash my own clothes.
Every morning I wake up, breakfast is ready for me.
I don't have to worry about lunch and dinner also.
Sometimes, you have to feel the cold only realize the warm you felt before.
Quite a lot of random things that I will write today.
I will just type what is in my mind.
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Relationship always comes with responsibility.
Last time, I always thought that in relationship "love" is everything.
Yes, a relationship is formed because of love.
But to maintain a relationship, the formula will be
love+responsiblitiy+dedication= stable and long run relationship
the 1st ingredient- love, that's easy. It is just a feeling that you are attracted to the opposite sex.
Crap. I want to turn my feelings and the thought in my mind into words.
Just fail. A lot of people do not understand me why I care so much about the responsibility and the dedication part.
Erm..I just don't know how to explain in words.
The only I can explain is that right now
there is no girl that make me feel like I want to bear the responsibility and be dedicated to the relationship.
I feel sorry for those who want me as their boyfriend. Sorry girls. You need to be perfect.
Beautiful girls do attract my attention.
I always tell my housemate, I need a perfect girl to be my next girlfriend.
He said that you will never get one and be prepare to be forever single.
Wow. Found a quote that suit me a lot. haha
“Boys think girls are like books, If the cover doesn't catch their eye they won't bother to read what's inside".” 
― Marilyn Monroe

I am not sure~

I am not sure~ What is friend actually~
When we are small, friends are people who play with us~
Teachers tell us we must have friends~
Then I realize, friends are just people who stay with us during happy time~
When you are in trouble, there are seldom people will lend you the helping hand~
I actually don't expect them to help me~
But, I expect them to understand my situation~
They just don't get it~
I would rather you keep quiet and do nothing~
Just don't give me extra troubles~
I try~I try~

If I die young~

For this long holiday~
I have knew that a lot of things will be bugging me~
The fear~~
The fear is eating me up~~
The fear of failing in getting an admission in US university~
The fear of death~
This is the part that I worry the most~
If I die young~what will happen?
"According to most studies, people's number one fear is public speaking.
Number two fear is death"~
haha~this is the quote that I used to use in my public speaking speech~
Number one fear is about speaking in the public~
I think I have overcome that fear~
Because the key is talking crap in front!
When you cannot convince them, confuse them~
Crapping is the best way to hide my fear~haha~
Okay~this number two fear~
I know~the sinus problem has been bugging me since the end of the year 2010~
I was not bothering that~
I thought it was just a common flu~
It would cure by itself, I thought~
But, the thing is getting serious~
In a quiet room, you will hear some weird sounds~
That sounds are from me~
My friend said I make the sounds with a certain timing~
About 5second once~
Haiz~I was thinking~If this sinus problem eventually turns out to be sinus cancer~
If it is sinus cancer~what should I do?
Die? Hmm~when I was thinking through this~
I realize~I am not afraid of the moment I stop breathing~
The thing I afraid is that after I die, my family will be crying out of their heart~
Suddenly I am so into the song "If I die young"~
the song is not about sorrow actually~
It is about gratitude and joy~
Death is not always a sad thing~
Everything has to come to an end~
It is just a matter of time~
Hmm~If I die young~

TOEFL test is on this weekend

I am back here again.
I don't have the kick to write on my blog these days.
But, today I am back here.
I try to write something on my current life and some tiny details that people do not realize.
Hmmm...What should I write?
Okay..some random things that do not related to each other, maybe?
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TOEFL test is on this weekend.
Currently, I am still in Taiping.
This Friday I am going back to Uniten to prepare myself for the test.
For most of my friends, I think they do not afraid of it.
They are good in English, not a big problem for them.
I just hope I don't fail to reach my target.
Regarding on my command of English, I seriously think that I have improved a lot since I have entered the university.
I try to communicate with people in English.
I try to make fun of my friend with some crappy English.
I try to share my thought in English with my course mate.
Then, I realize that the key is to keep on trying.
Do not always fear of failure. Failure is not a humiliation.
Failure is just part of the process to become a successful person.
The fear of failure will hold you back from achieving success.
Try, fail, try, fail, try, fail~
I think these are the routines for a successful person.
So, I may not be the best, at least, I try my best.
(By writing these at the same time, it motives me as well..Haha..
There is a time when you will think that you are completely an useless person, and that's the time you need somebody or something to pull you out from the misery and give you some hope to live on.
If not, you might end up committing suicide..Haha..)
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Hope I get back the feeling for writing blogs continuously~

Hope I get back the feeling for writing~
and again~it has been a while to write here~
Well, let's talk about some random stuffs~
From my experience for the past two days~
I realize that some care others more than themselves~
Some make trouble to let people who care about them to take care of it~
I wish I can be the one who care more about others~
But, I am not a benevolent person~
I can't stand people to take advantages of me~
and I just enjoy the feeling of being treated well~
This makes me think about the question of Ms Sharifah threw to us that day~
"Are you really in love or are you into the feeling of in love only?"
Hmm.. I think I am into the feeling of being treated well~
In a couple relationship, I think I just fell for someone who treats me better than other do~
Maybe not "fell"~just enjoy~
Maybe in my situation, I really can't get into a relationship for now~
My only concern for now is to get excellent TOEFL score and get admitted to a US university~
To say "I Love You", it comes with the responsibility to love her and  take care of her~
If you don't have the ability to fulfill your responsibility~Then, don't say it~
Don't go around and break young girls' heart~
XD~

Update of my life:
- I have got myself two harmonicas~
- In the process of learning~
- Hope to master the song ~Max Theme~ from DIgimon~
XD

Learn to appreciate~

Well~
Today is Father's Day~
I believe many people are celebrating with their dad~
But, there are some pitiful guys have to treat this day as a normal Sunday~
Imagine~
A police officer has to work on the ordinary Sundays
and yet~he still has to work even though it is the Father's Day~
He must have wanted to celebrate with his children so much~
But, he can't ignore his duty~Responsible Dad~
Sometimes, before you criticize, you have to learn to appreciate others hard work first
If you want to criticize, get the correct subject and get the evidence right~
If not, that is not criticize, it is just a malicious gossip~

Life in degree?

Life in degree first year~
Is like language learning~
Make sure myself to score in TOEFL and SAT~
The last two weeks I was like relaxed~
I can feel like this is the calm before the storm~
Big thing is waiting behind~
Application Essays~
Korea Trip~
You might be wondered what is Korea Trip~
Everybody now is crazy about K-Pop and Running Man~
At least I also crazy about these two~
Our dean suggested us to go Korea for University Visit~
Sounds awesome, right?
But, the money to spend also quite awesome in figures~
I am actually anticipating this project~
Interact with the Koreans~
Seriously, I never interact with a Korean before~especially a Korean girl~
Now, I am waiting the order from the project director~
I am willing to find for sponsors~At least I will try my best~
Every day after class, the best thing to do is play football with friends~
Is EVERY DAY~
But, today my shoes have spoiled~
I think tomorrow I am not playing so that I won't hurt myself~
The calm before the storm~this feeling is horrible~

Life is like that~

Sometimes~ It hard to determine it is whether correct or wrong~
Sometimes~ It hard to get an answer for a question~
Sometimes~ I think it is black~you think it is white~
Sometimes~ I think it is big~ you think it is small~
Sometimes~ I think I am poor~ you think I am rich~
It just the way how you think~
A person might sacrifice the time with the family to be with friends~
A person might sacrifice the time with the friends to be with his loved one~
It's the choice you make~
You might not need a reason to make the choice~
Maybe the only factor for you to make the decision is to~
Follow your heart~
Your heart might tell you to choose the most ridiculous path~
Your heart might tell you to choose the safe one~
No one can tell how your heart choose~
Sometimes~you yourself don't even know the reason~

The mask/The Joker~

I think the best thing of me is I never show my true color~
I think no one has ever seen my true color~
Putting on a mask to face people in my life~
Maybe that's make me never try to communicate with others with my heart~
People might just receive my fake smile~and then forget about it~
Fake a smile~
Is a thing I always do~ =)

Today~is a good day~

Actually today~I planned to go for shopping~
My shoes~Present~
But, I didn't~
Early in the morning, I sweep the floor~Clean the balcony~Laundry~
And wash the fan~
Then my housemate asked me out to Sungai Wang~
OMG~That's far~Felt so lazy~
So I turned him down~
I follow my friends out for lunch~
Then we went to buy things for the orphans~
I and one of my friends make a fruit hamper~
Quite beautiful the packing~XD
Helping friends make me feel great~
At least I felt my help was appreciated~
Tomorrow~I am following them to the orphanage~
Yeah~

What am I doing here?

What am I doing here?
Tomorrow I have Chemistry and Physics paper~
I am not doing my revision right now~
I don't know~I think my way of studying for exam is the relax method~
I don't do the last minute work~
The last minute~I play and some light revision~XD
That's what I always proud of~
During exam week, I see everyone is eating up the books~
I am glad I don't have to~
It will be very difficult right?
But, sometimes it is not good~
It leads me to become over confident~
Today both two-hours-papers i finished them in one hour and went out of the hall~
OMG~Hopefully I don't die~
Today I feel like want to emo~
I miss my home~
I miss my family~
One more week~
I have to bear with it~
Okay~Here's my plan~
After writing the blog, I will do some short revision on Physics~
Then Running Man~
Ei, still early~
Exam~Great~

It's has been a while for me to post a blog~

It was a busy month for me~
I had been busy preparing for the Mudball Project~
I know something unhappy that happened to me and my friends~
But, I guess we just assume nothing bad happened and just remembered the fun part~
Mudball~
I am the Pirate King~
Pirate King is just because I am the one who planned who the Treasure Hunt~
It was a complicated one~But~I think that those participants had fun in it~
Mudball~looked like a pokeball to me~
This project~was a memorable one for me~
When the bitter part ends, here comes the sweet part~
I realized that the effort that I put in~was not wasted~
Haha~ I don't have the mood to type a long blog~
Because exam is just tomorrow~I will just upload some pictures and tell story on it~
But~that day i was so busy until i sweat a lot~So, the look in the picture not too handsome~haha~
Mission Accomplished!
Mudball Project~
Date : 28/4/2012 (Saturday)
Venue : SMJK Jit Sin
Time : 9am to 5.30pm

This was the night before. We were at SMK Tun SSS. I and my friend, Shafi were discussing about our work. Then, come the camera man, Hazim. I smile to the camera during the discussion.~haha~As i said, the look is not that handsome~

The day before we departed to Jit Sin. Everyone was excited~

Mr Busy of the day~Actually everyone was also busy~I was not the only one who busy around~See the mudball behind~ =)

Mr Awesome ~ This one~Feels so great~Most of the program planning was done by me~So, if I don't know every detail about our program, then no one will know~haha~Because of that, I need to brief to those participants~Feel so awesome to speak in front of school girls and boys~XD~

This one~one of our "advisors"~from MPSP~He helped us a lot in the mudball making~But, this was when we got lectured by him~

Yeah~Mudball~On the left~My Raymond with white spec~On the right Ms Director of the project~At the middle one~Mr Awesome~but the look as i mention earlier~not that awesome~never mind~What I did that day was awesome enough~

Having a short break~Pose~=)

This was the funny part~Certificate giving~I was actually a guy who was not in the high committee of Mudball Project~But, I was the one giving away the certificate~damn funny~All the director, co-director, lecturer~all don't know go where~

This was after the closing ceremony. It's time for us to pack our stuff and the participants to go back~But they come to me and want to have a photo~ then ~cheese~ =)

One of the participants~ but my hand looked cacat in this photo~

The lollipop I got from the participants after the closing ceremony~Yeah~so Sweet~

Time flies~

Fuh~Time flies~
Weeks have passed~
And a few weeks more~
My community service project will come to end~
My final exam is around the corner also~
After all this~that means my foundation has ended~
So fast~
Convocation Night~I am really looking forward to this~
Because this might be the last convo i have in Malaysia~
I really want my parents to see this~
They must be waiting for this for years~
And see their awesome son graduates from foundation~
=D

It's a hard week~

This week we finally started our long-planned community service project~
Contact the school~
Fund raising~
Prepare for the program~
Everything has to be done next week~
Because we are going to Penang the week after next week~
Everything is in the rush~
It's a hard week for me~
Haiz~so many things that make my confidence level goes down down down~
Today~We planned to collect donation at UPTEN~
We thought it would be easy~
But in fact, to persuade adults is not an easy task~
I have been rejected for a few times~
The feeling of got rejected is damn bad~
I don't like it~
Another thing is~
Wednesday~
I followed the trip to UNITEN Muadzam Shah Campus~
I thought I can begin my hunting of Lenglui~
Can't find a lots~
But still managed to find one~
Cute and white~
I thought I was brave enough to have a photo with her~
But, I am a coward~
Haiz~shouldn't be so coward~
Now regret le~haiz~

Feel like scolding vulgar words~

I have totally lost my respect to you~
What?
I have no words to describe you~
I have decided something~
I will not ask help from others~
They will ask something for return~
These people got no life~
Don't have time planning~
I pity you~
You have a pathetic life~
No one to blame but yourself~

I will have more spare time~

SAT and TOEFL will be stopped for this semester~
These classes will be continued next semester~
that means i will have 12hours extra from next week onward~
Hmm...I don't know what I will do with the extra time~
Those friends who applied for US freshman year got their admission~
So envy~
Madison-Wisconsin, Iowa State and also U of Washington~
Aww~They will leave this year~
I~still in Uniten~haiz~
Never mind~
Life in Uniten will not be that bad~at least I get to see my family~
Some happy things~
Last week~I did not post anything about last week~
Presentation class~
I felt I was so awesome~
Although there are a lot of awesome people out there~
I still satisfied with my work~
Presentation class suddenly got a pop quiz~
Topic to talk for my group is about "Fan"
As usual, I will start first for my group~
I talked and acted stupidly~
Our group got the average highest point!
4 out of 5~Awesome~
Then, this week~was about informative speech~
We were given 8 weeks to prepare~
So, this was the 8th week~We got ourselves to be the first team to present~
Before we present, we heard that other sections students had screwed up~
This motivated me to be the first team to score the awesome marks~
We put in all our efforts~
Our presentation ended perfectly~
Even our lecturer had gone speechless~
She said we are like professional~
Nothing to comment~
Fuh~Awesome~
I always joked with my teammates~I shall do my introduction like this
"Good morning everyone. I (YCK) am Awesome One~
He(Relwin) is Awesome Two [Awesome too]~
He(ZJ) is Threesome~
and He (WL) is Foursome~"
For the coming presentation is about motivational speech~
I have a thought in my mind~
I want to make everyone tears~at least some~
To do this~I have to find teammate that I believe he/she speak sincerely~
I will try my best~I will definitely proud of myself if I successfully make them tear~
Here come something eye sore for me~
This Friday was my exam~During exam~I saw somebody cheated~
and they are my friends~
I don't know~I felt like want to stop them~
But~they used to treat me quite well~
Haiz~Then i decided to be quiet~
Cheating~to me~is not a good thing~
Yes, it appears that you will have a good grade~
But~that does not show your effort~
And it is also unfair to others who put in great effort~
Can you imagine if everyone is cheating? Then what is the purpose of having a test anymore?
I think I will tell them this properly~in a polite way~
Guys~Do not cheat!!!

Death is not the one I afraid~

Actually university life maybe not like what we always thought~

Freedom~yup~That's what you got in University life~

or I shall say freedom~is actually to be independent~

You can live in your way and live in your own~

It's all depend to you , how are you going to live~

That's how I think about university life right now~

Life is like that~there is up and there is down~

If we are still experiencing the up and down~ that's mean one good thing~

WE ARE STILL YOUNG~

The journey of life is still long~

Today I am going to emo about an ordinary human life~

Actually when I was small, I tend to tear to see movies that involve death~

especially those about losing your loved one~

Every night during my primary school life~on the bed,I kept on thinking~

what is death?Everyone will have to die~How it will be if you die?

I always think about "DEATH~DIE~DIED" when i was in primary school~

haiz~I just don't understand why I want to think things like that~

Maybe I was too mature for the ages for kids in primary school~

(That's what my parents always told me when I was in primary school)

Let me recalled things that I did that time~(Time machine traveled~

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I still remembered one movie about a mother who got a 20something years old ,down-syndrome son~

She still takes good care of the son even though she has to bear the suffer of her disease~

She knows that she will not have much time~

so she teaches his son to be independent and not to be bullied

At the end of the movie, the mother dies~and the son has to live on his own~

(When I recalled about this movie, my tears are flooding in my eyes)

It's a very touching movie~That's the movie that keep on reminding me about death~

Maybe death is not that scary~To be apart from your loves one is the part that I afraid~

That time I do attend Sunday Class~That exposed me some knowledge about Buddhism~

Buddhists believe in samsara (轮回）～ 

You can rebirth in the form of deva, asura, human, animal, preta and hell~

I don't know it exist or not~But I believe in this~All is about karma~

I just don't want to be greedy~

I just want to be rebirth in the form of human again~

And the most important thing is I want to have the same family as I have now~

I have an awesome dad, an awesome mom, an awesome grandma, an awesome sister, an awesome brother~

I am very contented~ I have an awesome family~

I really don’t want to leave them~and I really don’t want them to leave me~

They are very significant to me~Really~

I am willing to sacrifice of any part of mine to make my sister healthy like a normal girl next life~

I believe that my sister will be a very pretty and smart girl~

That’s remind me to be a good boy, good brother,good man~

To make my family proud of me~

To do good deeds so that I can negotiate with god~

Until here~ I think my eyes are swollen now~

Can you imagine that every night in my primary school life~

Kept on thinking of these~

Yea, my pillow was often wet~

Come to secondary school life and now~I have less time to think about that~

Because I just don’t want to be a guy who always know to cry only~

I can do other things to make my life more wonderful~more fantastic~

My life is very awesome!!

I am hungry right now~My housemate asks me out for lunch~

I dare not let him see my swollen eyes~

I just hide in the room~and later I shall eat alone~haha~

Guys, really~Family~is the warmest home you have~

Actually I just now I just want to write what happened in this week~

Well~I just accidentally turn on the “emo” mode~

I think I will write that tonight~Now I am very hungry!!!

Refill my energy!!!And make my life awesome!!!!

=D

It's an emo week`

This semester timetable is making me tired everytime I reach home~
I go out for class at 8 or 9 am.
Then I come back at 6 or 7pm.
Then I use the time left for work and games.
It's too lazy for me to write a blog.
Haha. Don't worry. I shall not forget about blogging.
It records down the fun part in my life.
Last weekend I borrowed a book from my friend.
"You are the apple of my eyes"那些年，我们一起追的女孩～
Everyone will say that books are always better than movies. Agree?
The love story in the book is totally different from the movie.
In the movie, you have to accept what is imagined by the director.
Reading book, you are able to develop the story using your own imaginary.
It's a nice book. It managed to make me emo.Haha.
That's what an emoguy like to do.
After reading this book, my friend lend me another one.
" A Choo"~打喷嚏～
It's has a weird title. People who do not read the content might not think it is a love story.
A very unique one.
A normal orphan does not know why he is born to this world at the beginning.
A world which is protected by superheros such as spiderman, sonicman and others.
He only has 3 persons who are significant to him.
One of them is the one he loves.
But, the one he loves, is the girlfriend of a superhero.
At least, in the end, he know the reason he come to this world.
Because of love. You might not be her loved one, but you might be her only superhero.
You don't know what am I talking about right?
Haha. I like this book compare to the one earlier.
But in this emo week, i managed to finish reading 2 novels and my calculus test!
haha~and I managed to become the best presenter of the day for my textbook presentation.

A week has passed again~

Monday~
Nothing special I guess~
No~I think I back to normal Yew Chee Kang~
A naughty guy who "kacau-kacau" girls~
So nice to have back this kind of life~
But I have to be aware~
When this life is back~means I will sometime neglect my study~
During the "community service" class, Pauline, the head of "Fun Run",
was given the chance to thank everyone who helped out in the run~
Feel great~My name was mentioned~~Feel great~
Feel nice to be volunteer~It is a great honor to work under an awesome leader~
I would consider her a great leader~Although she is a girl, she does things better than guys~
Tuesday~
Crazy night~I and housemate were like mad~
Bombard each other in facebook~
He used my account to confess to a girl~
I was like what the hell~
It's okay~Handsome guy always gets related to girls~
Wednesday~
My housemate continued to tease me in the class~
However, an awesome thing happened~
The situation was like that~
He was saying I confessed to a girl~But that was not true~
He was trying to announce this thing to whole class~
He yelled " Yesterday CK said ' I love XXX'"
Before he managed to finish the sentence, the girl, XXX, came into the class~
She heard my housemate was yelling "I love XXX"~
That means she did not hear the front part "Yesterday CK said"
She was like shocked~"Somebody confessed to me in front of the class?"
Haha~The timing was just nice~Haha~
Wednesday~My girl coursemate said I looked like her friend~
My face looks like someone?That makes me curious~
She showed me the picture~
It's a girl!!!I cannot accept this~
I don't think is alike~But my friends said look alike~
I was like speechless~Whatever~
Nobody is as awesome as me!!!
Thursday~
Haiz ~ Bad day~I was moody~because I screwed up my quizzes~
I cannot do the same thing again for my midterm test~~
This night~my friends went to The Mines~
I asked him to buy Chatime for me~
Latte~makes me stay awake until12 sumthing~too bad~
Never drink latte at night!!!
It's too long again~Haha~I shall just stop here~

Fuh~It's quite long I didn't post anything here~

I feel like I did not post anything for quite a while~about a week?
I guess so~I think I am happy with my life right now~
Starts with the happy things 1st~
Last Sunday~actually I had a small scale badminton tournament~
For Uniten Foundation students only~
I took part in men double since there is no men single~
I paired up with my course mate ~
I felt so awesome on that day~
One match ~the opponents were not that strong~But it was our first match~
We did not warm up properly I guess~
30-24~Luckily we won~
2nd match~The opponents are my friends~The one who treat me quite good~
But in tournament~There is no mercy~
We did not give them the chance~
30-12~
3rd match~Semi Final~I would consider my opponents' difficulty was keep on increasing~
But~Fortunately, our form also getting better and better~
30-18~
Finally, Final!!! The opponents who were awaiting us were a Sukma player and a "ok-ok" player~
People were saying that how strong was the Sukma player~
Actually I don't bother~My partner was thinking it's already okay if we just get a runner-up~
No way man!There are a lot of girls in front of me~Mostly are my course mates~
And you want me be a loser in front of girls~no way!
I did many little moves for the final~
Wear red shirt~
Energy drink~
Everything started unexpectedly well~
We kept on taking points~21-11~first match of the final~Easily win~
The second match~ I could see the nervousness in my partner~
Our points were very close 2-2,4-4,11-10~
during the 11 point break, I was like motivating my partner~
We managed to take the lead 20-18~This was the nervous point~
My partner missed the shuttle~20-19~one more it would go deuce~
I did not know I can to do such an "awesome" thing~
I went to the umpire~and said I wanted a break~
The spectators were like ~what the hell was this guy doing~
Break ended~We continued~20-19~Opponent served the shuttle~and my partner missed again~
20-20~deuce~I cant let the match turn into rubber match~
I was too awesome at that time 21-20~I took the point~
And 22-20 the Sukma player missed the shuttle~
WE WON!!!!! I felt like I was so awesome!!I won in front of many spectators~
Thanks to my friends who cheer for me~
So nice~It would be one of my best days in Uniten 26th of February~
Wow~Seems like I was too excited with the "kampung" Champion thing~Too long ~
Well, I shall continue my blog tomorrow~

A failure will wake you up~

Yes~I was always thinking~
be a hero in front of a crowd~
The feeling will be so awesome~
Then, I thought Uniten will be my stage of performance~
But~Just one humiliating failure~
Will be enough to turn a hero into zero~
Haiz~Feel so disappointed to myself~
Keep on finding excuse for myself~
No! No other excuses!
YCK! you are weak!
That's the reason~
But~this is not the end of the day~
Sunday~Is the day I will fight back~
Fight with my pride~Fight with everything that I got~
I know that~I still got something else is hidden~
Power!!!!

There's a flame in my heart now~

Well, I don't know~
I can just few there are some drastic change of me in this semester~
My own opinion,
great people are good when they are on their own~
but, they are not good to work in the team~
The flame~keeps on burning~
The flame is like my desire to make the things right~
All these have gone wrong~
and I never realise this until today~
I would like to compare myself to a sleeping dragon~
Not to be proud or arrogant~But seriously, what i need now is an opportunity~
To wake up the sleeping dragon~
Burn down all the wrong things~
and let everyone feel the "awesomeness" in me~
I know I am awesome~
But, it will be more awesome when others acknowledge you as the awesome person too.

I think I will use my weekend to the fullest~

It's weekend again~
Last night~I and my friends celebrated Zhiee Jhia's birthday~
I, as usual, be the joker~the one who come out with crazy idea and execute it~
I asked my friends to gather up~We switched off the light~
and then knocked the door to wake the birthday boy up~
I took a sprayer and sprayed water on him~
Well, I don't know he got angry or not~
But, I think I didn't choose the wrong person to make fun of~
Sometimes this will make people feel annoyed~
I understand~In the middle of sweet dream~Got woke up~and sprayed by water~
If I am not in good mood~I will yell at the person like mad~
It's okay~It's fun to celebrate birthday~let me be the joker~only got fun~right?
Birthday~Friend's birthday celebration always make me think of mine~
I really got a few birthday celebrations which are memorable ones~
Standard Six and Form 3~~~
Today~I and my housemate, Lee Wai Hong had put effort to clean our toilet!!!
Before this, our toilet looked horrible!!!!
and now, it is totally clean!!!
Haha~I am glad that I have a good housemate~
He is the one who I always make fun of~
He speaks "Bird Language" with me~
He teaches me some academic stuffs~
and always updates me the latest news around us~
Tomorrow~I will be going to The Mines alone again~
To cut my hair~Just give it a try~
Use my angpau money~and have the most expensive haircut in my life~
Hopefully it will make me look like a nerd~

Lantern Making Competition~

Oh yeah`I and my teammates got 3rd~
Awesome?
Haha~Actually I skipped my class for that~
So, basically~I did nothing today~
Later I will be celebrating friend's birthday~
Just bought a cake for him~He is sleeping right now~
Later go ambush his house~haha
My lantern~looks like lantern~
Even get praise by others~
They said ours was like the one that can be bought in shop~
You know what?The 1st prize totally does not look like lantern at all!!!

CNY mode on?why so late?XD

CNY~hmm~it's over right?
But this few days i will be taking part in CNY event~
Last night, I paid RM25 for CNY night~
saw Dr. Wee Ka Siong~
and some awesome perfomance~
RM25 worth~
And~Tomorrow I am taking part in Lantern Making Competition~
This one I was out of my mind~haha~
My Chemistry lecturer was forcing those who are free this friday to take part~
4 persons were forced to take part~
But one of my classmates~haha~suddenly face turn pale and serious~
like wan kill people like that~
My mind tells me to replace her la~pity her la~
She want to go back hometown~
Then,during break, she went and told the lecturer that she did not want to go~
Then I dashed out and said I would replace her~
In my heart, there was a voice "wah~CK~You are a hero~"
haha~Hero stuff~long time didn't do~
Now only I realise~I have been coward for so long le~
Haha~Being a hero, the feeling is so awesome~
Oh ya~The CNY night~I saw her back~
Her sweet smile~haha~At least I knew she is a Degree First Year student~
Why!!!tell me why!!!Baifern and she also elder than me one year!!!

13/2/2012

Oh faint today~
I vomit ~like everything from my stomach out~
but I feel much much better after that~
Those who are reading this don't vomit after reading this post~
haha~
Tomorrow is going to have impromptu speech~
Well,I think I will just talk crap~
Hopefully, I don't just stand there~
Don't stop talking~That's what I am going to do~
Haha~

TimeSquare~~

Today I went to TimeSquare~
Fuh~I know my friend does not mind i be the bulb~
But~Still let them sweet better la~right?
Haha~I walked alone for a few hours~
hunting for my shoes~but fail~
How pathetic is it?I can't find a pair of shoes for myself~
Then I went to Lowyat Plaza~
Oh yeah~Finally got myself a controller~
Quite satisfied with it~Haha~
Then I went to Sungai Wang Plaza to continue my hunting~
I found one that I liked~and again~
no my size~Oh no!!!!
Why!!!Actually people will think I go timesquare to see Kezhendong~
nope~I didn't wait for him~haha
And then~I got myself my 1st Subway Sandwich~
tastes not bad~But not the one I will go for~haha~
Now my legs~broken~XD

Still early~no people~

My lunch~Don't know why I don't want to tell my friends what I ate~haha

Awesome Music Perfomance~I like it

Friday night again/~

Well,here come another weekend~
I think I almost recover from my fever~
Just left sore throat~
tomorrow going out with my friends~timesquare~
I have no idea what am I going to do there~
We go there by cab~
one cab 4person~
2persons is couple~
1 person meets friends~
and I? go to fill up the seat~haha
I am damn hungry now~
Feel like eating any food that I can think~
Char kueh tiao~Mee rebus~Lo mee~
aww~~I want to eat~
Oh ya~I can hunt for my shoes~
haha~I am going to find myself a pair of awesome shoes~
To make myself more awesome
Haha~

Today Cham~

Wah~Last night~I totally cannot sleep~
Damn hot~
Then this morning~
I skip the tutorial class~
Then 11am class till 4pm~
after that I sleep without the fan~
5.40pm I wake up~
Sweat like mad~
Like I was taking a bath~
Fuh~Hopefully I recover soon~

why i still online?

Yeah~i cannot sleep~
sick le~body very hot~
wish to have someone to take care of me~
Haha~i always be the one who are selfish~
somebody can punch me and let me faint?

The long weekend now doesn't seem long to me~

Saturday (4/2/12)
Well, this was the day I go to Midvalley Megamall~
Met one of my course mates at the bus stop~
We didn't have much interaction~
We just smiled at each when we met~
The bus today quite punctual~
Quite happy to see the bus came early~
I was the first one who stepped into the bus~
Uniten--->KTM---->Midvalley Megamall~
Sad to say~
I saw a lot of lengluis~
But~haiz~the same thing like before~
Beside there was always a guy holding her hand~
My main aim today was to spend my RM200 voucher~
The first thing i wanted to find was MPH~

My Friend's Book (Lee Wai Hong)

I suppose to find books that suit me~But~

Breaking Dawn~Nice to read?

Bus Stop~

Oh gosh~This place makes me EMO~see a lot of couples here~

Is a watch shop~

Lunch~Sitting beside a Angmo~

Celebrity Fitness~Will see celebrity here?

Toy City~Can I live in here?

At last I bought SAT books and Book of Quotation~

I think next time I go to Midvalley again I wont lost~

Because I walked up down left right~North~South~East West~

haha~Then I asked my aunt come to fetch me at 2pm~

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Can I straight away jump to 7/2/12?

haha~Because I think I can't stand anymore~

Tuesday (7/2/12)

Have to go back to Uniten~

But~Very unfortunately~I fell sicked!!!

Serious~I think is fever~

Now I can feel the heat dissipated from my body~

I don't know I can stand for tomorrow class or not~

The moment you fall sick at outside~

Is the moment your memory bring you back to the past~

When I was a kid~I remembered when I got fever~

I looked like a dead body~

Just lied on the bed and sleep~

Then Mum will take medicine and water for me~

I wake up and finish up the medicine~

Then in the middle of the night~

Mum will change the towel that is put on my head~

Aww~I miss that moment~

Now~I die also nobody will know~haha~

Miss my home~now~T.T

I will sleep quite early~

tomorrow class at 9am until 7pm~haiz~

My brother will be having his badminton tournament~

I know he will do the best he can~

Just do it~

Hmm~Is a long weekend~

Finally is Friday~
It's a long weekend coming~
First week of new semester ended~
Just now my Chung Ling friend is chatting with his friend~
Then suddenly I got stupid idea~
Ask him to show me Chung Ling lenglui~
Haha~He showed me quite a lot~
Fuh~Really~my university lacks of lengluis
haha~no life har?
If I didn't transfer back to Taiping,
I most probably will end up in Chung Ling also~
haha~So,the life will not be the same~
Life is so interesting~
When you choose another path, you will have different life~
but all is in your hand~
you are the one to decide how to live your life to the fullest~
haha~Today saw Baifern news~
Any 2pm fans here?
I don't know whether Baifern is with 2PM on the same stage or not~
Here is the picture

Sad o~

Everyone is going back to hometown~
Except me~
haha~
kind of stupid har?
I thought my friends from Melaka will be coming to KL~
But it is just a fake hope~
Sien~
Seem like my break will be like alone?
Okay~I have a plan for myself~
Go midvalley on Saturday~
Find bookstore~
Spend my RM200 Book Voucher~
Then see whether I can find myself a pair of new shoes or not~
Then~I shall rot at my aunt's house~
Do some research for my assignment and presentation~
Do homework~
haha~Quite awesome also~right?haha~

Nice day~

Today~My class starts at 11am
So I sleep until quite late~
10am I went to DSS to get my Book Voucher~
11am when i reach class~
Somebody told me that 11am class postpone!!
What the~
I wait until 12pm~
Another bad news~
We will have continuous 4 hour chemistry lecture~
Oh man~die~
But the best thing is night~
4pm I quickly rush back~
Take my bath~
4.30pm go down~wait for my friends~
We are going to Cheras Longest Pasar Malam~
I met my friend,Yinwen there~
I think I have talked a lot~
haha~and I have tasted my first Chou Taufu~
haha~The smell is not as bad as I expect~
But~The taste is not as good as I think~
I thought it will taste awesome~
But~I think is like normal Toufu~
haha~
Lesson that I learnt in Uniten~
Last time I used to say~Guys are like wolves~
Today~I will say~sometimes it is necessary for a wolf to act like dog~
haha~

New Timetable New Life

New timetable for the third semester~
That means I have to rearrange my personal life~
The new timetable is very packed~
Class starts at 8am and ends at 6pm~
Haiz~~I still have to bear with it~
Two new subjects~
Kor Uniten and English for Academic Purposes~
This two are basically about Marching and Presentation~
haha~
Well~It's still Chinese New Year~
My friends are gambling at the next door~
But I didn't join them~
I am still a good boy~
haha~This weekend everyone is going back to hometown~
But this does not include me~haha

Marriage~

I can never expect a marriage will be that complicated~
My cousin brother is going to marry a Cameron girl~
He wants a simple wedding~
Maybe it is complicated for Chinese community~
There is a lot of rules~
As I know~
Among the Chinese community~
Cantonese and Hakka have more rules about marriage~
My grandmother asks me not to find a Cantonese or Hakka girl~
Haha~ Then my mum says~
When the cupid shoots the arrow on you~
you will not bother who she is~
haha~True True~

Write crap~

Suddenly I got a feeling~
To write a novel~
I don't know I can reach the length or not~
But~I will try my best to write all the crap in~
I will write it in Chinese~
Is kind of weird right?
I am taking American Transfer Program~
I suppose to polish up my English~
But~I still prefer to write it in Chinese~
Haha~
The character name is 杨寄.
Hope it will be a magnificent work~

Hmm~It's the new year 3rd day~

Hmmm~Really~
I miss my secondary school life~
Life in secondary~is more fun~
The interaction between my classmates is so fun~
College life~
I don't know~
Maybe still not get used to it yet~
Still stuck at the "olden time"~
We interact using facebook~
I don't know~
Sometimes you may say facebook is a good way of communication~
But, it is a communication which is lack of emotion and feeling~
The guy might "like" the status you have just posted~
But the "like" not really like~
Is like people online chatting used to use "LOL"?
When they are typing "LOL"~are they realli laughing like mad in front of the computer~
Face-to-face interaction~is always the one i prefer~
Eye contact~
Facial expression~
Body language~
Everything is so significant~My 3rd semester is coming~
Hmmm~Hope that I am not the one 24 hours facebook-er anymore~

Excited~

I don't know~
Suddenly feel like I am in the drama series~
This kind of thing usually happens in drama series~
Suddenly I know I got so many relatives~
Suddenly I know I  got so many cousins~
I kind of shocked~
Yong?~XD

I don't want to fall sick!!!

I can feel it~
I am going to fall sick too~
Headache~
Sneeze~
Nose block~
Sore throat~
Gosh~I don't want~
Hope that after I wake up tomorrow,
I will recover~
Sick~Sick of everything~
People are coming back from their studies~
Back to their hometown~
To celebrate Chinese New Year~
With family~Guys~don't forget your family~
Your family will never leave you alone~
You know what?
My dad now out for work~
I don't understand~Everybody likes to criticize Malaysia Police~
but do they really know they are working while you are having your nice sleep?
If you are saying Malaysia Police are that bad~
why don't you just join the police force~
make the wrong things that you all are complaining into the right one~
Don't try to judge something when you are not into it~
Don't ever forget~
It's not fair to judge a group of persons with the same attitude just because of some rotten eggs~
This is what I always think~
Every job has the benefits to be gained and has something to be sacrificed~
Sometimes~I have a crazy idea~After I get my engineering degree, join police force~
Save the world!!Hmm~It will be a big decision~right?
YCK~You are quite crazy~ =D
Salute my dad!
My dad is awesome!

I am back~

I got buried~

Back from Langkawi~
It's quite an interesting trip~
Three days two nights~
A lot of foreigners~
I bought some chocolates and shirts~
Went to some nice places~
Waterfall~
Beaches~
Bird's Paradise~
Underwater World~
Cable Car~
I was like crazy~
Seven of us~
I think I had the most number of SS photo~
All with my friends~
I think soon or later they will post it~
Then you all will see my stupid face~
haha~
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Today~feel like want to EMO~
because of the drama~拍-卖～
当我变坏时，你要找好男人～
This sentence~I like it~
Usually I will tell people~
男人不坏～女人不爱～
haha~I don't know~
You can consider me as a bad guy~
You can also consider me as a good guy~
Depend on which side you are seeing~
Some unlucky people were tricked by my good side~
They thought I was a good little boy~
The one who obeys Mama's order~
haha~Seriously~I am BAD~Haha~
Don't know what's wrong with the world~
Everyday I can see a lot of "friends" in facebook online~
But~I seldom chat with them~I stare at the "friend list"~
Click one~But don't know how to start~
type "hi"~he/she send me back "hi"
then what should I continue?
"I want to ask you something~Is Baifern awesome?"
Hahah~That's how I continue~

How I wish I was the guy~

Hmm~Langkawi~

Tomorrow I will be going to Langkawi Island~
With Friends~
Just now I was busy packing my stuff~
Hmm~What should I do in Langkawi~
Shopping?
Water?
Hmm~I have planned my shopping list~
-->Shoe
-->Clothes
-->Chocolate
-->Souvenir
-->Belt?
haha~quite a lot to buy har~
Must take a lot photos~
Especially my own ss photo~
Beautiful beach must have beautiful girls~
right?
Must get to know one~
haha~
Hmmm~Seems like it will be a tiring trip~
so tonight have to sleep earlier~
Baifern~You will be there also~Right?

那些年·～

You are the apple of my eye~

overall~not bad~

quite nice~

compare to Crazy Little Thing Called Love~

They are quite different~

One is from the perspective of a girl~

another is from the perspective of a guy~

Everytime I watch Taiwan drama or movie~

I always think about this~

Why I not in Taiwan~

In school~a lot of cute girls~

Most of the girls love to make up~

If you are handsome enough~

You will be surrounded by girls~

Aww~Can you imagine how my life will be?

haha~Actually I also got think before to further my tertiary education in Taiwan~

But~That still remains as a dream~haha~

Since I got the opportunity to go to US~

After watching Crazy Little Thing Called Love~

feel like want to tranfer my study to Srinakharinwirot University

Haha~I am kinda crazy~haha~If I got a course mate like Baifern~

Aww~How nice it would be~

A Sweet Dream~Love IT!!!(那些年～To be continued~)

Just finish watching~
I heard my name a lot of times inside there~
"尤志"~康~
haha~Late le~let me emo~
Tomorrow only update blog ~
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Now continue~ 9.53am (12/1/2012)
Damn~I hope I don't wake up last night~
Such an awesome dream~
Luckily I still remember the dream~
Feel like so near~
Ewww~I still feel sweet right now~
Baifern appeared in my dream!
and you know what?
She became my girlfriend~
I don't know where I get the courage to confess~
I guess in dream I am not that coward~
I confess my love~She just gives me her cute look and does not answer me~
Then the scene in my dream changes~
Suddenly I and Baifern in a shopping mall~
Just both of us~
She is in a nice dress~
(Oww~I feel "dizzy"~My blood glucose level increases now~so sweet~~)
We are walking around like a normal friend~
Walk side by side~with some distance between us~
In a sudden, she moves closer to me~and holds my hand~
Oh gosh~She holds my hand!!!
Now I know it is a dream~but the feeling~is so real!!
I forget what we do next~then i wake up ~
Just so sweet!!!!~

Unbelievable~

haha~Today~quite nice~
I fetch my brother to tuition~
I almost lost~
My brother's fault!
He also does not know the place and he expects me to know?
Haha~Today my cousin sister went for ultrasound scanning~
Is a girl~
haha~call me "uncle"~
Uncle Chee Kang~
haha~Before my cousin sister went back~
She said
"Chee Kang, your girlfriend is pretty"
I actually get a shock~
My girlfriend?Where she saw the face~
"Your facebook did not even put your own picture~
Put your girlfriend's picture~"
Oh!I realize that is BAIFERN!!!
haha~My girlfriend is BAIFERN~haha~
so happy~I still can get a girlfriend like BAIFERN ma~
haha~My girlfriend~Baifern~I want~!!!Haha~Just a dream~
But this is what dream made of~right?

Went badminton~

Today~I go for badminton~
I am too awesome~
Smash~too hard~
break the string~
haha~
Watch Tv series just now~
I hope I can carry a TV to Uniten~
a small one will do~
TV and laptop~
different feeling~haha~
Today~I korek out many things~
My secondary school life de photo~
I think when i was in secondary~
I was like~a crazy?
Kacau here kacau there~
Flirt with this girl~Kacau that guy~
Fun~Now~I don't know what happen~
I miss those days~~
Sometimes~a person can be so close to you~
and suddenly he becomes a stranger to you~
Well~I am that kind of person~I guess~

Baifern plays badminton~Can you believe it~I think she plays better than other ordinary girls~
haha~Baifern~want to learn?I can teach o~

Crazy little thing called love (uncut part)

I have watched it just now~
You should just watch the cut version~
That one just nice~
everything is nice~
The uncut part will just make it more lengthy and a lot of jokes~
Too much jokes will cut down the love part of the movie~
This is what I think~so~I won't spread out the uncut part~
Just I will keep it as collection~haha~
In Taiping now~actually~
but hard to find friends to hang out with~
They have classes, tuition, homework~
Okay~I'll just announce that I in Taiping now~
Let them call me out~Is that okay?
haha~Next week going to Langkawi~
Woohoo~Will I see nice girls there?
Somebody please ask Baifern to appear in Langkawi when I am there~
Baifern!!!16th of Jan, I will be there!!
You will be there also..right?

Crazy Little Thing Called Love Part 2~

Argh~~
I try to refrain myself from watching it again~
but~failed~
I playback the confession part~
Like the part the most~
Can you imagine~
The courage of a girl to confess her love to a guy~
Where does she get that from?
Usually that's a guy's job~
And she got rejected!!
How pain is it har~
Sad~sad~
I wonder how's Nam's life in US~
I am waiting~
Crazy Little Thing Called Love Part 2~~~
Recently, I use a new widget in my blog~"Feedjit"
I can see that a lot of Philippians Fans read my blog is
because they are searching for baifern picture~
hope my blog does not disappoint you all~
I did collect some of her nice photos~
For Malaysians who read my blog~
 my friends? or just Visitors?
If really my friends~please comment~
I would like to know who are you~
haha~Baifern Rockss~