Death is not the one I afraid~

Actually university life maybe not like what we always thought~

Freedom~yup~That's what you got in University life~

or I shall say freedom~is actually to be independent~

You can live in your way and live in your own~

It's all depend to you , how are you going to live~

That's how I think about university life right now~

Life is like that~there is up and there is down~

If we are still experiencing the up and down~ that's mean one good thing~

WE ARE STILL YOUNG~

The journey of life is still long~

Today I am going to emo about an ordinary human life~

Actually when I was small, I tend to tear to see movies that involve death~

especially those about losing your loved one~

Every night during my primary school life~on the bed,I kept on thinking~

what is death?Everyone will have to die~How it will be if you die?

I always think about "DEATH~DIE~DIED" when i was in primary school~

haiz~I just don't understand why I want to think things like that~

Maybe I was too mature for the ages for kids in primary school~

(That's what my parents always told me when I was in primary school)

Let me recalled things that I did that time~(Time machine traveled~

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I still remembered one movie about a mother who got a 20something years old ,down-syndrome son~

She still takes good care of the son even though she has to bear the suffer of her disease~

She knows that she will not have much time~

so she teaches his son to be independent and not to be bullied

At the end of the movie, the mother dies~and the son has to live on his own~

(When I recalled about this movie, my tears are flooding in my eyes)

It's a very touching movie~That's the movie that keep on reminding me about death~

Maybe death is not that scary~To be apart from your loves one is the part that I afraid~

That time I do attend Sunday Class~That exposed me some knowledge about Buddhism~

Buddhists believe in samsara (轮回）～ 

You can rebirth in the form of deva, asura, human, animal, preta and hell~

I don't know it exist or not~But I believe in this~All is about karma~

I just don't want to be greedy~

I just want to be rebirth in the form of human again~

And the most important thing is I want to have the same family as I have now~

I have an awesome dad, an awesome mom, an awesome grandma, an awesome sister, an awesome brother~

I am very contented~ I have an awesome family~

I really don’t want to leave them~and I really don’t want them to leave me~

They are very significant to me~Really~

I am willing to sacrifice of any part of mine to make my sister healthy like a normal girl next life~

I believe that my sister will be a very pretty and smart girl~

That’s remind me to be a good boy, good brother,good man~

To make my family proud of me~

To do good deeds so that I can negotiate with god~

Until here~ I think my eyes are swollen now~

Can you imagine that every night in my primary school life~

Kept on thinking of these~

Yea, my pillow was often wet~

Come to secondary school life and now~I have less time to think about that~

Because I just don’t want to be a guy who always know to cry only~

I can do other things to make my life more wonderful~more fantastic~

My life is very awesome!!

I am hungry right now~My housemate asks me out for lunch~

I dare not let him see my swollen eyes~

I just hide in the room~and later I shall eat alone~haha~

Guys, really~Family~is the warmest home you have~

Actually I just now I just want to write what happened in this week~

Well~I just accidentally turn on the “emo” mode~

I think I will write that tonight~Now I am very hungry!!!

Refill my energy!!!And make my life awesome!!!!

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