When I am bored, I will think of writing something..
This weekend is definitely boring..
I spent the two days in my apartment..
Playing FIFA13~Finishing my homework~
Looking for suitable universities~
Great~finally the weekend is going to end..
People are going to call me crazy..
Who want their weekend to pass quickly?
It's quite true that weekend I can have a break..
But, no one will talk to me when weekend comes..
The person that I will only talk to is the hawker
"Nasi Putih, bang...Ini berape?"
Great...then how about get myself out from UNITEN?
okay~spend little money to fill in my time with happiness..
quite worth...
but~there is nothing that I can do~
Watch movie?Hang out with friends?Eat?
Seriously, friends are always busy with their own things..
They have exam, assessments, girl friend, boy friend...
Great~or the problem is that I am not good in socializing?
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People tell me, don't be so desperate of girls...
I don't know~am I desperate or wat?
Seriously, I am not desperate...
I just APPRECIATE the beauty of girls...
XD~I think I have changed..
I want a perfect girl..This is what now I always say...
Perfect?How to define it?
My friend asks me, Which type of girls can be counted as "Perfect"?
Well, I just give them some crappy answer...
Fair skin, long hair, nice looking face,no spec, nice body shape...
Everything I mention, the girl seems like only can be found in the dream...
Ya..Dream girl..haha...
I kind of like ridiculous...right?
The perfect that I really means is that she has to be just nice to fit in my life..
just like the jigsaw puzzle...
Then people will tell me...Everyone has flaws...
Haiz...Great..everyone is telling me negative things..
It's okay..Self Fulling prophecy...This is what my lecturer told me...
I think there must be a girl out there...
Nice face, fair skin, long hair, nice body shape, nice personality..
Who is meant for me...I believe...
(Daydreaming....)
Sunday, October 14, 2012
Saturday, October 13, 2012
I am here again~
They usually say you have to grab tight the hand of the girl who is willing to be stupid with you..
She will not say she is stupid when she treat you well..but you will say she is stupid...
So, you should treat her well.
When you don't treat her well, then she will realize she is stupid...
Okay~A stupid blogger is writing a stupid blog.~haha
Tuesday, September 25, 2012
Everything has to come to an end..including the holidays.
It's birthday's eve actually.
I'm not going to sleep early today..
Feels sad actually.
I am leaving my home again after one month holiday.
Home reminds me about the responsibility of being a son and a brother.
My family members are always the best for me.
I always think that I do not spend enough time to be with them.
At home, I don't have to wash my own clothes.
Every morning I wake up, breakfast is ready for me.
I don't have to worry about lunch and dinner also.
Sometimes, you have to feel the cold only realize the warm you felt before.
Quite a lot of random things that I will write today.
I will just type what is in my mind.
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Relationship always comes with responsibility.
Last time, I always thought that in relationship "love" is everything.
Yes, a relationship is formed because of love.
But to maintain a relationship, the formula will be
love+responsiblitiy+dedication= stable and long run relationship
the 1st ingredient- love, that's easy. It is just a feeling that you are attracted to the opposite sex.
Crap. I want to turn my feelings and the thought in my mind into words.
Just fail. A lot of people do not understand me why I care so much about the responsibility and the dedication part.
Erm..I just don't know how to explain in words.
The only I can explain is that right now
there is no girl that make me feel like I want to bear the responsibility and be dedicated to the relationship.
I feel sorry for those who want me as their boyfriend. Sorry girls. You need to be perfect.
Beautiful girls do attract my attention.
I always tell my housemate, I need a perfect girl to be my next girlfriend.
He said that you will never get one and be prepare to be forever single.
Wow. Found a quote that suit me a lot. haha
“Boys think girls are like books, If the cover doesn't catch their eye they won't bother to read what's inside".”
― Marilyn Monroe
It's birthday's eve actually.
I'm not going to sleep early today..
Feels sad actually.
I am leaving my home again after one month holiday.
Home reminds me about the responsibility of being a son and a brother.
My family members are always the best for me.
I always think that I do not spend enough time to be with them.
At home, I don't have to wash my own clothes.
Every morning I wake up, breakfast is ready for me.
I don't have to worry about lunch and dinner also.
Sometimes, you have to feel the cold only realize the warm you felt before.
Quite a lot of random things that I will write today.
I will just type what is in my mind.
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Relationship always comes with responsibility.
Last time, I always thought that in relationship "love" is everything.
Yes, a relationship is formed because of love.
But to maintain a relationship, the formula will be
love+responsiblitiy+dedication= stable and long run relationship
the 1st ingredient- love, that's easy. It is just a feeling that you are attracted to the opposite sex.
Crap. I want to turn my feelings and the thought in my mind into words.
Just fail. A lot of people do not understand me why I care so much about the responsibility and the dedication part.
Erm..I just don't know how to explain in words.
The only I can explain is that right now
there is no girl that make me feel like I want to bear the responsibility and be dedicated to the relationship.
I feel sorry for those who want me as their boyfriend. Sorry girls. You need to be perfect.
Beautiful girls do attract my attention.
I always tell my housemate, I need a perfect girl to be my next girlfriend.
He said that you will never get one and be prepare to be forever single.
Wow. Found a quote that suit me a lot. haha
“Boys think girls are like books, If the cover doesn't catch their eye they won't bother to read what's inside".”
― Marilyn Monroe
Thursday, August 30, 2012
I am not sure~
I am not sure~ What is friend actually~
When we are small, friends are people who play with us~
Teachers tell us we must have friends~
Then I realize, friends are just people who stay with us during happy time~
When you are in trouble, there are seldom people will lend you the helping hand~
I actually don't expect them to help me~
But, I expect them to understand my situation~
They just don't get it~
I would rather you keep quiet and do nothing~
Just don't give me extra troubles~
I try~I try~
When we are small, friends are people who play with us~
Teachers tell us we must have friends~
Then I realize, friends are just people who stay with us during happy time~
When you are in trouble, there are seldom people will lend you the helping hand~
I actually don't expect them to help me~
But, I expect them to understand my situation~
They just don't get it~
I would rather you keep quiet and do nothing~
Just don't give me extra troubles~
I try~I try~
Wednesday, August 29, 2012
If I die young~
For this long holiday~
I have knew that a lot of things will be bugging me~
The fear~~
The fear is eating me up~~
The fear of failing in getting an admission in US university~
The fear of death~
This is the part that I worry the most~
If I die young~what will happen?
"According to most studies, people's number one fear is public speaking.
Number two fear is death"~
haha~this is the quote that I used to use in my public speaking speech~
Number one fear is about speaking in the public~
I think I have overcome that fear~
Because the key is talking crap in front!
When you cannot convince them, confuse them~
Crapping is the best way to hide my fear~haha~
Okay~this number two fear~
I know~the sinus problem has been bugging me since the end of the year 2010~
I was not bothering that~
I thought it was just a common flu~
It would cure by itself, I thought~
But, the thing is getting serious~
In a quiet room, you will hear some weird sounds~
That sounds are from me~
My friend said I make the sounds with a certain timing~
About 5second once~
Haiz~I was thinking~If this sinus problem eventually turns out to be sinus cancer~
If it is sinus cancer~what should I do?
Die? Hmm~when I was thinking through this~
I realize~I am not afraid of the moment I stop breathing~
The thing I afraid is that after I die, my family will be crying out of their heart~
Suddenly I am so into the song "If I die young"~
the song is not about sorrow actually~
It is about gratitude and joy~
Death is not always a sad thing~
Everything has to come to an end~
It is just a matter of time~
Hmm~If I die young~
I have knew that a lot of things will be bugging me~
The fear~~
The fear is eating me up~~
The fear of failing in getting an admission in US university~
The fear of death~
This is the part that I worry the most~
If I die young~what will happen?
"According to most studies, people's number one fear is public speaking.
Number two fear is death"~
haha~this is the quote that I used to use in my public speaking speech~
Number one fear is about speaking in the public~
I think I have overcome that fear~
Because the key is talking crap in front!
When you cannot convince them, confuse them~
Crapping is the best way to hide my fear~haha~
Okay~this number two fear~
I know~the sinus problem has been bugging me since the end of the year 2010~
I was not bothering that~
I thought it was just a common flu~
It would cure by itself, I thought~
But, the thing is getting serious~
In a quiet room, you will hear some weird sounds~
That sounds are from me~
My friend said I make the sounds with a certain timing~
About 5second once~
Haiz~I was thinking~If this sinus problem eventually turns out to be sinus cancer~
If it is sinus cancer~what should I do?
Die? Hmm~when I was thinking through this~
I realize~I am not afraid of the moment I stop breathing~
The thing I afraid is that after I die, my family will be crying out of their heart~
Suddenly I am so into the song "If I die young"~
the song is not about sorrow actually~
It is about gratitude and joy~
Death is not always a sad thing~
Everything has to come to an end~
It is just a matter of time~
Hmm~If I die young~
Tuesday, August 21, 2012
TOEFL test is on this weekend
I am back here again.
I don't have the kick to write on my blog these days.
But, today I am back here.
I try to write something on my current life and some tiny details that people do not realize.
Hmmm...What should I write?
Okay..some random things that do not related to each other, maybe?
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TOEFL test is on this weekend.
Currently, I am still in Taiping.
This Friday I am going back to Uniten to prepare myself for the test.
For most of my friends, I think they do not afraid of it.
They are good in English, not a big problem for them.
I just hope I don't fail to reach my target.
Regarding on my command of English, I seriously think that I have improved a lot since I have entered the university.
I try to communicate with people in English.
I try to make fun of my friend with some crappy English.
I try to share my thought in English with my course mate.
Then, I realize that the key is to keep on trying.
Do not always fear of failure. Failure is not a humiliation.
Failure is just part of the process to become a successful person.
The fear of failure will hold you back from achieving success.
Try, fail, try, fail, try, fail~
I think these are the routines for a successful person.
So, I may not be the best, at least, I try my best.
(By writing these at the same time, it motives me as well..Haha..
There is a time when you will think that you are completely an useless person, and that's the time you need somebody or something to pull you out from the misery and give you some hope to live on.
If not, you might end up committing suicide..Haha..)
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I don't have the kick to write on my blog these days.
But, today I am back here.
I try to write something on my current life and some tiny details that people do not realize.
Hmmm...What should I write?
Okay..some random things that do not related to each other, maybe?
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TOEFL test is on this weekend.
Currently, I am still in Taiping.
This Friday I am going back to Uniten to prepare myself for the test.
For most of my friends, I think they do not afraid of it.
They are good in English, not a big problem for them.
I just hope I don't fail to reach my target.
Regarding on my command of English, I seriously think that I have improved a lot since I have entered the university.
I try to communicate with people in English.
I try to make fun of my friend with some crappy English.
I try to share my thought in English with my course mate.
Then, I realize that the key is to keep on trying.
Do not always fear of failure. Failure is not a humiliation.
Failure is just part of the process to become a successful person.
The fear of failure will hold you back from achieving success.
Try, fail, try, fail, try, fail~
I think these are the routines for a successful person.
So, I may not be the best, at least, I try my best.
(By writing these at the same time, it motives me as well..Haha..
There is a time when you will think that you are completely an useless person, and that's the time you need somebody or something to pull you out from the misery and give you some hope to live on.
If not, you might end up committing suicide..Haha..)
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Monday, July 16, 2012
Hope I get back the feeling for writing blogs continuously~
Hope I get back the feeling for writing~
and again~it has been a while to write here~
Well, let's talk about some random stuffs~
From my experience for the past two days~
I realize that some care others more than themselves~
Some make trouble to let people who care about them to take care of it~
I wish I can be the one who care more about others~
But, I am not a benevolent person~
I can't stand people to take advantages of me~
and I just enjoy the feeling of being treated well~
This makes me think about the question of Ms Sharifah threw to us that day~
"Are you really in love or are you into the feeling of in love only?"
Hmm.. I think I am into the feeling of being treated well~
In a couple relationship, I think I just fell for someone who treats me better than other do~
Maybe not "fell"~just enjoy~
Maybe in my situation, I really can't get into a relationship for now~
My only concern for now is to get excellent TOEFL score and get admitted to a US university~
To say "I Love You", it comes with the responsibility to love her and take care of her~
If you don't have the ability to fulfill your responsibility~Then, don't say it~
Don't go around and break young girls' heart~
XD~
Update of my life:
- I have got myself two harmonicas~
- In the process of learning~
- Hope to master the song ~Max Theme~ from DIgimon~
XD
and again~it has been a while to write here~
Well, let's talk about some random stuffs~
From my experience for the past two days~
I realize that some care others more than themselves~
Some make trouble to let people who care about them to take care of it~
I wish I can be the one who care more about others~
But, I am not a benevolent person~
I can't stand people to take advantages of me~
and I just enjoy the feeling of being treated well~
This makes me think about the question of Ms Sharifah threw to us that day~
"Are you really in love or are you into the feeling of in love only?"
Hmm.. I think I am into the feeling of being treated well~
In a couple relationship, I think I just fell for someone who treats me better than other do~
Maybe not "fell"~just enjoy~
Maybe in my situation, I really can't get into a relationship for now~
My only concern for now is to get excellent TOEFL score and get admitted to a US university~
To say "I Love You", it comes with the responsibility to love her and take care of her~
If you don't have the ability to fulfill your responsibility~Then, don't say it~
Don't go around and break young girls' heart~
XD~
Update of my life:
- I have got myself two harmonicas~
- In the process of learning~
- Hope to master the song ~Max Theme~ from DIgimon~
XD
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