Down~

Haiz~Today~i don't feel good~
feel quite down~
evening~i went for badminton~
seriously~i din't enjoy it much~
because i feel like I am not tat great~
a suck-ish player~trained for 6yrs~
and not even was a district player~
what a shame~you might say that i concentrate much on study~
but~i want to feel the thrill of winning a title~
haiz~that won't happen again~
because now i am getting "suck-er" in that~
That will never happen again
haiz~not a good day~
another thing~PPOU got new couple~1st couple i guess~
this quite a shocking news for me~
but wish them the best~ ^^
quite envy them actually~hmmm...what make me feel that?
today dinner i ate alone~that feeling was horrible~
there is crowd around you, but you are eating alone~
It's quite a nice feeling if there is your loved one eating with you~
Too bad~I am single now~don't feel like seeking a partner~haha
Baifern will be enough for me~oh ya~Baifern~i thinks that will cheer me up~
aww~Baifern is cute and pretty~how i wish my partner will be like her~haha~
OK~I am dreaming~