Hope I get back the feeling for writing blogs continuously~

Hope I get back the feeling for writing~
and again~it has been a while to write here~
Well, let's talk about some random stuffs~
From my experience for the past two days~
I realize that some care others more than themselves~
Some make trouble to let people who care about them to take care of it~
I wish I can be the one who care more about others~
But, I am not a benevolent person~
I can't stand people to take advantages of me~
and I just enjoy the feeling of being treated well~
This makes me think about the question of Ms Sharifah threw to us that day~
"Are you really in love or are you into the feeling of in love only?"
Hmm.. I think I am into the feeling of being treated well~
In a couple relationship, I think I just fell for someone who treats me better than other do~
Maybe not "fell"~just enjoy~
Maybe in my situation, I really can't get into a relationship for now~
My only concern for now is to get excellent TOEFL score and get admitted to a US university~
To say "I Love You", it comes with the responsibility to love her and  take care of her~
If you don't have the ability to fulfill your responsibility~Then, don't say it~
Don't go around and break young girls' heart~
XD~

Update of my life:
- I have got myself two harmonicas~
- In the process of learning~
- Hope to master the song ~Max Theme~ from DIgimon~
XD

Learn to appreciate~

Well~
Today is Father's Day~
I believe many people are celebrating with their dad~
But, there are some pitiful guys have to treat this day as a normal Sunday~
Imagine~
A police officer has to work on the ordinary Sundays
and yet~he still has to work even though it is the Father's Day~
He must have wanted to celebrate with his children so much~
But, he can't ignore his duty~Responsible Dad~
Sometimes, before you criticize, you have to learn to appreciate others hard work first
If you want to criticize, get the correct subject and get the evidence right~
If not, that is not criticize, it is just a malicious gossip~

Life in degree?

Life in degree first year~
Is like language learning~
Make sure myself to score in TOEFL and SAT~
The last two weeks I was like relaxed~
I can feel like this is the calm before the storm~
Big thing is waiting behind~
Application Essays~
Korea Trip~
You might be wondered what is Korea Trip~
Everybody now is crazy about K-Pop and Running Man~
At least I also crazy about these two~
Our dean suggested us to go Korea for University Visit~
Sounds awesome, right?
But, the money to spend also quite awesome in figures~
I am actually anticipating this project~
Interact with the Koreans~
Seriously, I never interact with a Korean before~especially a Korean girl~
Now, I am waiting the order from the project director~
I am willing to find for sponsors~At least I will try my best~
Every day after class, the best thing to do is play football with friends~
Is EVERY DAY~
But, today my shoes have spoiled~
I think tomorrow I am not playing so that I won't hurt myself~
The calm before the storm~this feeling is horrible~

Life is like that~

Sometimes~ It hard to determine it is whether correct or wrong~
Sometimes~ It hard to get an answer for a question~
Sometimes~ I think it is black~you think it is white~
Sometimes~ I think it is big~ you think it is small~
Sometimes~ I think I am poor~ you think I am rich~
It just the way how you think~
A person might sacrifice the time with the family to be with friends~
A person might sacrifice the time with the friends to be with his loved one~
It's the choice you make~
You might not need a reason to make the choice~
Maybe the only factor for you to make the decision is to~
Follow your heart~
Your heart might tell you to choose the most ridiculous path~
Your heart might tell you to choose the safe one~
No one can tell how your heart choose~
Sometimes~you yourself don't even know the reason~

The mask/The Joker~

I think the best thing of me is I never show my true color~
I think no one has ever seen my true color~
Putting on a mask to face people in my life~
Maybe that's make me never try to communicate with others with my heart~
People might just receive my fake smile~and then forget about it~
Fake a smile~
Is a thing I always do~ =)

Today~is a good day~

Actually today~I planned to go for shopping~
My shoes~Present~
But, I didn't~
Early in the morning, I sweep the floor~Clean the balcony~Laundry~
And wash the fan~
Then my housemate asked me out to Sungai Wang~
OMG~That's far~Felt so lazy~
So I turned him down~
I follow my friends out for lunch~
Then we went to buy things for the orphans~
I and one of my friends make a fruit hamper~
Quite beautiful the packing~XD
Helping friends make me feel great~
At least I felt my help was appreciated~
Tomorrow~I am following them to the orphanage~
Yeah~

What am I doing here?

What am I doing here?
Tomorrow I have Chemistry and Physics paper~
I am not doing my revision right now~
I don't know~I think my way of studying for exam is the relax method~
I don't do the last minute work~
The last minute~I play and some light revision~XD
That's what I always proud of~
During exam week, I see everyone is eating up the books~
I am glad I don't have to~
It will be very difficult right?
But, sometimes it is not good~
It leads me to become over confident~
Today both two-hours-papers i finished them in one hour and went out of the hall~
OMG~Hopefully I don't die~
Today I feel like want to emo~
I miss my home~
I miss my family~
One more week~
I have to bear with it~
Okay~Here's my plan~
After writing the blog, I will do some short revision on Physics~
Then Running Man~
Ei, still early~
Exam~Great~