End of the year~

Today is 31st December~
I had my physics laboratory test today~
Haiz~
I don't know~
Today suppose everyone is celebrating~
but seems like no new year mood today~
everyone having exam mood~
haha~
seriously~I think I am not a good guy~
I don't deserve good things~
haiz~crapping here~
Today~I found out something~
If you are taking someone for granted~
You don't call that "someone" as friend~
You call him "water fish"~
haha~If a "water fish" stabs you with you knife~
you cannot complain anything~
What do you expect from a "water fish"?
haha

You-know-what~

You know what?
You know what?
Trying to be sarcastic~
in front of me~
I will punch you~
Get away from me~
I can feel it is reducing~
or it no longer exist?
I don't know~
Just let me keep the nice memory~
I am the one who break the promise~
or I never deserve to keep it~
I don't know~
Arghhhh~
Just let me choose my path~
and let me regret if I have to~

What to do with baifern?ntg~is just that she is cute~haha

Today~is a good day?

Today is a good day?
I guess so~
I didn't emo~
I finished my exam in half hour and went out of the exam hall~
I think I have completed my revision on tomorrow paper~
haha~Actually I will think something crazy~like today~
when i was bathing~(Crazy ideas always come out from my mind when i am bathing)
I was thinking~If I have a younger sister~
How would my life be?
I will become sissy?
No way~
Will I fight with her like always I fight with my brother?
Or I take care of her like a big bro sayang his little sister?
Hmmm~I don't know how it would be~
Well, I guess I have to discover it next life?
Haha~If I got a sister like Baifern~no bad har?

Fever~

I can feel the heat from inside of my body~
haiz~"baifern" fever and real fever~
nice one~
Today just finish my chemistry final exam~
i thought i will "die" in the hall~
but luckily i still managed to walk out from the hall alive~
christmas~i thought it would be a boring one~
but my friends asked me out!!and he drives!!!
then we go Midvalley~
Topman and People's~
I bought one shirt from each shop~
all the shirts quite nice~
the most important thing is that my body fit~(xD)
make the shirts look all nice~
feel like buying all of them~
but i don't have money~XD
here are some I tried one~

Random pic~haha~

this definitely not me!this is cute Fern~

Christmas eve

Wow, It's Christmas eve~
So, is Santa coming to town?
haha~although I am not christian~
But celebrating Christmas seems fun~
Santa~Rudolf~
Oh ya!Tonight I have to hang my sock at the fireplace!
I think I have been a good boy for the whole year~
Santa won't forget about my present, right?
haha~I wish to get my present~haha~
from baifern!!!haha~

Happy Christmas Eve to all of you~

aw~how sweet is it~

Today~
when i was walking back~
i thought of something~
Something nice~
how sweet is it when a girl just lies on your shoulder without telling you~
it's just like she trusts you so much~
she is not afraid of you~
and she feels safe when she is with you~
and the most important thing is the girl is a "leng lui"~
haha~the feeling is different if the girl is your girlfriend~
if the girl is your girlfriend~you have expected her will do to you someday~
this~is like surprise~
hmmm...i also don't know how to describe the feeling~
although i have experienced it once~
It was so nice~
If Baifern does that to me~ow~~so nice~~ <3

You don't have to explain everything you have done~

You don't have to explain everything you have done~
Something is not meant to be explained~
People might think it is stupid~
People might think it is a waste of time~
People might think it is childish~
People might think it is out of mind~
But, they don't know what is the thrill and fun behind it~
Maybe, they never understand what are you seeking for~
But, there is always a group of people who understand and share the same interest with you~
You don't have to explain~They understand it~
haha~right?Baifernian?
Just keep faith with things that you believe is correct~
Don't get influenced by other easily~
Be confident!just like this pic!

Argh~don't know what's wrong with my life~

My life routine now is very very very boring~
(sleep-->
-->wake up
-->breakfast
 -->go class(if no class then online)
-->lunch
--> nap
-->wake up
-->dinner
-->online+study
-->sleep)
Another day in my life has ended again~
Now I sound like an "otaku"
damn~I don't want~
Where are all the colours and spices in my life?
Now I only see black and white~
oh gosh~exam is around the corner again~
oh no~need to prepare again?lazy~~
Emo time ~later some more need to attend class~yeah~night class~
Emo Quote : Your "significant one" should be another piece of puzzle which complement you (you are a piece of puzzle also =D ) and complete your life perfectly~
My dream?Hell yeah~I got a big dream~
I can't  fulfill your small dream~
Don't know why~nowadays~
Your words all sound sarcastic to me~
Maybe~I am the one who has changed~
谢谢你的美好～

Hair~

My hair is getting longer and longer~
I want to have a haircut
with a new hair style~
but I don't know how to choose~
I know my hair now has no style~
haha~
haiz~In dilemma~
Christmas is around the corner~
have you planned how to celebrate your Christmas?
have you have a date for Christmas?
haha~Santa Clause is coming to town~
Baifern~Can I get a Christmas present from you?
haha

It's eclipse

It's eclipse~
Well, I don't have a good camera~
But, I can manage to see it~
Moon~


I was at home the whole day~
I wanted to go out~
but lazy~
when i am free to go out~
My friends go back to Taiping~
when i am in Taiping~
Taiping friends not there~
Too bad~ so many coincidences har?
You can't find eclipse every night~
haha~
Baifern~cute one~

Sharing in class~

~Yesterday~
SAT Speaking Class~quite nice~
We discussed about maturity~
and Ms Sharifah got everyone to talk~
I just kept quiet all the way~
then Ms Sharifah asked me to speak~
Well, I share about Crazy Little Thing Called Love~
I want to be the guy that make a girl change so much~
haha~today,actually i plan on going out~
but~going out without purpose will be a boring one~
So, i decided to stay at my apartment~
Baifern~I want to watch Rak Talon On The Beach!!!!
Anyone can share the good quality one?

It's rainign

It's raining~
I not yet have my lunch~hungry~
Haha~Essay writing~
Yesterday I waited my lecturer until 10.10pm
just to get back my piece of craps (essay)
Honestly, I not good in writing factual stuff~
SAT Essay is really killing me~
Well, I have learnt last nite~It's not that bad~
I was being  to pessimistic~
To be competitive is good~
but fulfill your own standard is the most important thing~

Baifern~yeah~

I don't know~
But i am pretty sure I am one of them who found the song earlier than others
who discovered the awesomeness of Na Xie Nian~
waiting the movie to be available in Malaysia's Cinema a few months ago~
I spread the song to my friends~
and all fell in love with it~
and now the movie is available in Malaysia~
Everyone knows about it~
Everyone has watched it~
Some even watched more than once~
but~I have not watched it~
I~~don't feel like watching the movie now~
It's like~everyone is crazy about it~
and it's no longer precious to me anymore~
It will be one of the movies that we will remember~
It will be romance movie of everyone~
I don't want that~
It's not like Crazy Little Thing Called Love~
I feel like it's all belong to me~~
oh yeah~I also can proudly say so~
I am one of them in Malaysia who found this movie earlier than others too~
I don't care~even though everyone is trying to condemn about Baifern~
初恋这件小事～rockssss~~~

well~lonely bird~

 

Since Friday~all my housemates went out~
except one~
the one who switchs on the indian song so loudly~
haha~
ok~I am alone now basically
Everyone went out~
I can do what I want~
And I went out for PC Fair yesterday~
It's a huge one~
I bought myself a headphone~
Mix Style~Red one~(right)
cool har?
Okay~Lesson that I learnt yesterday~
You use cheap price to buy awesome thing~
most probably you are buying genuine "awesome thing"
That means you are buying thing that looks awesome~
but it is not~
haha~okay~baifern pic~From the official FB~the guy~haiz~
okay~cannot be denied~he looks awesome too~

It's like preserving rain forest~

Well, today i watched another episode of How I Met Your Mother~
The plot in it was great~
It tells the story in my heart~
It's about long distance relationship~
Ted and Victoria~
It's kind a sucks if you cannot see your girlfriend~
Yes, you two will phone each other at night~
but eventually you will find out that you will have no topics to talk with~
Marshall says long distance relationship is like environmental law~
Preserving something wonderful like the rain forests~
But eventually the rain forests will become lesser and lesser~
It's hard to ask human beings stop building car parks to preserve the rain forests~
Where are you going to park your car if you do not do so?
haha~okay~another topic~
My friend's birthday tomorrow ~
yea~ We manage to get a present for him~
But he has the same birthday with Mario!!!!envy envy!
Okay~Today I shall put Mario and Baifern~
They are awesome~

today~emo~

Today~Mayb I was annoying~
I always annoy people~
Today my friend yelled at me~
everyone was preparing for Calculus Test~'
I had finished preparing~so I went around and I saw him and
"kacau" him~
Haha~Yeah~I am annoying~
Then I went into my room and had my nap~
After nap, I found out it was raining~
Great~Test was at 5pm~
Emoguy~Put on my jacket and hood~
Walked in the rain,heading to bus stop~
I went to exam-library hall at 4pm~
and I emo there~
It's kind a nice~
You get to make your brain blank before you enter the exam hall~
haha~ok~before i sleep now, baifern's picture~

Life is complicated~right?

Haih~I don't really know what I want~
Scholarship I applied for German~
I got US~ I should be grateful~right?
SAT Writing~really make me headache~
haiz~seriously I am not good in writing~
Life is always complicated~
You have to choose the hard way to achieve what you want~
Or maybe I,myself who are the one making it complicated~
Sometimes, you get something good enough~but you are not contented
You aim for something better~
You give up what you got~
At the end, you got nothing~
What else is complicated?
Relationship?yea~
Family, couple , friend~
Are these relationships making our life complicated?
There are some friends who care for you very much~
They try to crack jokes when you are sad~
They are willing to bear the burden you are having~
They crack their heads to plan for your birthday party and present~
But they vanish in your life just within a wink of eyes~without reasons~
That's sad right?
Family~They even care more about you~
But sometime~you think that they are annoying~
you think that they are restricting your freedom~
But at the end~you will regret~Because family love will never die~
Couple~this is really really COMPLICATED~
so i lazy to define it~maybe in coming post~
time for thing that cheer me up~Baifern's Pic